I had opened my mouth and was telling you, but you had cut me off and told me that youve already had enough heartache in your life. She places her hands on the heros arm, positioning them to pop it back into place. Marsdin grins at her, looking her up and down. We all did! I wonder she murmurs against his skin. Jonn had his PI business and his friends. After Kara's fight with Reign, she is injured very badly and Mon-El sees her and Imra tells him she will be okay. Showed me footage of Kara Danvers with superpowers. Alex had made sure that each hero had their vitals and levels checked multiple times when they arrived, running tests on all before she allowed them to return home. Once you speak your mind the frequency evaporates-, And they cant get inside my head anymore, I know. She sighs, shaking her head and then begins. Mon-El had frantically shown them her note that morning she left him and everyone disregarded him, waving their hands and telling him shes just taking some time off. But Kara Danvers had to befriend the CEO of L-Corp because she believed she needed someone after everyone in her life had left her. Kara nods, shrugging. The Luthor coughs, grunting and wincing as he struggles to sit up on the metal exam table. It had been weeks since hed come over, she knew that much. Letztlich ist es nicht Reign, die Supergirl umbringen wird. Both of our homes were gone, and thats what he bonded over.. What happened to my sister? Alex asks, grabbing her by the shoulders and stalling. And I dont want you to think that it is. Kara needs to be here. Her eyes glow brighter, reflecting off of Lenas who shuts her eyes to prevent herself from becoming blind. She pads into the kitchen, wary of not knowing where the source of the sounds are coming from. Kara nods, understanding her. What had she done? The sun rose outside her window, and she didnt remember night coming or going. With the flick of a hand, Kara is wearing her hero identity. Aw, hey. Who knew? I can see why you created this plan to rid humans of their ability to hurt one another after finding out about Kara. The machine revs its engine, then the hammer comes down with such force Kara doesnt have time to react. It took me a while before I let myself give in to her attempts of getting lunch, drinks, meeting her sister, her friends. Two sisters together with the third far away, yet still so close. Kara follows close on her heels, her hands clasped behind her back to look professional. Enjoy!. And who is the real me?, Lena smiles, having to look away to create the image. How do you feel about the Supers?, Lena freezes, eyes widening. You. "Yes, darling?" Lena already knows what Kara might ask for: donuts, potstickers, or pancakes. Lena is frozen. How could she kill her after all of that? They laugh together as he carefully sets the bottle between them. And that thirst was only quenched by seven glasses of red. This. Lena stands from the table, holding up an expertly drawn blueprint of a large sniper rifle. Only Mon-El recognizes his love, tears swimming in his eyes as he runs from Alexs side to Karas. How? If his answer is what she thinks it is, she didnt know if she was ready to be alone with him, if she would be able to contain herself and her emotions. I missed that.. You okay? He whispers. Alex nudges her shoulder and Kara smiles, tilting her head. You are no different. Her face changes, the mask of anger and disgust she wore now falling and being replaced by fear. Have you?, Ive had love. No matter what or who tries to stop him., Should only be an hour, hes got probably Alex looks at her watch. I can tell you this. Not off of straight alcohol, but Imra played a trick on his mind to make him tell the truth. How did she take it?, Well, at first. No, you didnt do anything, and honestly, I would really like an answer to that. A marathon of Project Runway plays on the TV, and Nia mutes it as she stands to get the door. Shes strong, but shes exhausted. Stop it. Her sister grins, nodding and waving her forward. You told me to. He tips his head and starts to be pulled away by Imra when Karas raspy voice stops him in his tracks. Has he said it to himself and to her so many times he finally believed it? IF you want to read this giant meandering thing in chronological order, refer to chapter 1. The move makes Kate bite her lip, and her fists clench at her sides. I will never get used to that name, Jonn mumbles, looking over the monitors. She has to figure that out for herself. Shes struggling, Mon-El. Pestilences Virus ist nicht so einfach zu besiegen wie gedacht, doch als ihnen die Zeit zunehmend davon verluft sind Maggie und Mon-El zumindest gezwungen sich ihren Gefhlen fr ihre Ex-Geliebten zu stellen, da sie Gefahr laufen diese fr immer zu verlieren. Its fine. By some form of seriously messed up nature. I wasnt human, I couldnt ask Alex or anyone else because I wasnt comfortable. How could Kara manage this before she told her? She slides off the covers and sits on the ground, looking under. They shuffle over to the stairs where partially full water bottles wait. Its now that Kara gets a good look at her. Show you one of my own interesting little places., He smiles, rubbing a hand on the back of his head. She looks up at the man but he doesnt meet her gaze, instead, hes trained on someone else. The team didnt know when Kara would return to them. He bought me time to get as far away as possible. She turns to Alex. Your controller. In 2x12 (Luthors), she admits she has feelings and a creature from the 5th dimension shows up but he is defeated. His knees buckle and he leans against the door, sliding down, setting the boxes on his lap. Youll be fine. I havent seen you in so long, I didnt know if you wanted space after Lex or what, but She trails off and puts her phone in her purse, setting it down beside the chair in front of Lenas desk. You are allowed to visit when they are both present, but you cant touch her.. But he dips back into the infirmary before she can see his tears, returning dutifully to a smiling Imra. You deserve to live openly, for the people who love you to really know you fully. I just I dont know what happened. I craved any sort of affection my family gave me. He can hear Kara talking outside the room. Well get you into the DEO, Alex encourages, trying to calm Kara and herself down. What?. Getting another chance at life puts many things in perspective. Kara stands reluctantly, watching her. The corner of her mouth twitches. I like to think I do the same for her. Het You had plenty of chances, plenty of opportunities. Lena sniffs, wiping her nose and pulling her face away from Karas shoulder. I shot my own brother in the chest. The breath Kara was holding in her lungs escapes. No, I know. So I shut myself down. How did you get out? Mon-El asks, his voice cracking. Well, obviously Alex is pregnant. Speaking of loved ones your sister, Alex, Kate pauses, turning to look at her seriously. That wasnt true. Her sister laughs, picking up Alexs legs and sliding out from under them. Feel what I felt., Kara nods, definitely feeling the pain. She turns and starts heading for the door, wiping her eyes with her sleeve as she does. Work Search: But once again, Alex sees through her. Be quiet, she responded, and burst into the sky. Alex? He calls, unsure, softly rapping his knuckles on the door. Lena looks at the name. And Im here. Kara laughs, tapping out and peeling herself off the ground once Kate gets off of her. Mon-El gives a small smile and looks her up and down. You must be of great importance to her., He is, Kara says, watching him. I am constantly playing catchup to everything in my life. I didnt expect that big of a blast but, man! She had sat him on the couch and applied it to her lips, showing him they dont eat them. Hesitantly, she lays her arms on Karas back and shoulder, pulling her hair out of her face. We cant do this. I think the long period of being exposed to Kryptonite damaged my cells. But Im the one who put you here, Im the one who got you on the stage and put you in harms way. She sits in the darkness of her loft, only the light above her stove and a few candles scattered around her home are lit. Do you remember when Reign fought Supergirl in the middle of National City?. That she was okay., Alex shrugs. I want to love her for the rest of my life, but I cant., You will, Kara says, putting a hand on her arm. She wont tell me anything about her and I need to tell her something important. That could help you through anything, and I knew that Kara was more important to you than Supergirl. A time to get everything that was weighing her down off her chest. Even if Kara asked. There she is! And she was stupid enough to have gone along with it. Kara Mon-El starts, walking over to her. Her hand drops. His eyes trace over the map, searching for any unusual marker, then finds it. You have such a power over me and I dont even know it. Mon-El Kara starts, standing up cautiously. Tell Mon-El that I loved him every day of my life, even though I was too afraid to say it. She can see him standing at her coffin, dressed in a sleek suit for her funeral. Inside, bundles of fireworks wait, wrapped together with old string. He opens his eyes and sees Imra in the reflection. He turns, placing a warm palm on her head and leans down to kiss her temple. Im sorry if thats too honest. He stops abruptly, so abruptly his waist smashes into the gurney and the blood splashes out of the container, half of its contents on Karas stomach. If you miss your shot, you cant take her to the DEO to get fixed up. He feels her tuck her head into his neck and wrap her cape around them. Um Im going to get you some sun lamps and order all the tests we have. Pure fear. Kate sighs, never realizing she didnt know the heros past. Oh, um Kate, I dont think-, You dont have to say anything. She was a sister. Maybe now her friend can forgive her. It let me see the real you., Karas palms begin to sweat. And thats what scares me the most. If you forgive her, which I know will be the hardest thing youll have to do after everything shes done, maybe you can get your sister back., Kate smiles at her sadly, a tear rolling down her cheek. Her smile fades into a smaller one, and a part of him feels bad for pressing her. But why did I? Before Kara can speak, his questioning face turns into realization. We loved each other like family. However old grudges and old enemies make themselves known as Landslide must balance protecting his "family" with protecting the world. Forgive me, please. Supergirl?, Kara chuckles. Kara whimpers involuntarily, biting her lip hard as she pushes past her into the hall. "That wasn't my question. They impact you greater, theyre more fragile. I cant do that to Imra and neither can you. I just needed to get away from the others. I can obviously tell that youre hurting. They stare at each other for a moment before he moves his fists towards her, wanting Kara to attack. Mon-El tilts his head towards him, then walks out of earshot of Kara towards the stairs. She mostly just listens as I apologize, then tells me how much I hurt her and how much she hates me. I think shes really nervous., Kara nods, patting him on the shoulder. She hadnt seen him this happy in days, weeks even. I need a little normalcy. She could have saved him. And then Kara came along. Did you get together?, He had lied. She is not redeemable, even if she believes she is doing good. She is not your superior. But that light is soon snuffed by the dark. There may have been a part of her that regretted shooting her brother, but she was certainly of sound mind when she did it. My girlfriend is at work, doing some stuff there, and friends are all around me. She spreads her arms, smiling playfully. Chapters: 3/3 Fandom: Supergirl (TV 2015) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kara Danvers/Mon-El Characters: Kara Danvers, Mon-El (Supergirl TV 2015), Alex Danvers Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Roommates/Housemates, Roommates, supergirl - Freeform, valor - Freeform, Superhero Partners, Kidnapping, Rescue, Karamel Fanfiction challenge Series . I need to figure out whether to tell her the truth or never tell her anything at all.. Kara doesnt move. Every fiber in my being rebelled but I I didnt want to do it but I knew I had to because, if Lex lived the world wouldnt be safe, my friends wouldnt be safe. Because I think I see a pattern, and if Im right, this isnt going to end well if we dont stop her soon., When Lex was the top Luthor, he and Superman were friends. I do not give anyone the right to repost this work in part or in its entirety without my consent first. At the sound of Lena, Kara hurriedly rubs her hands around her stomach, covering them in red. And by Lena being out of the loop, it meant Kara considered her as such. Kara!. Tell Jonn that I loved him like a father, and that I hope he can find his path soon, Kara begins, starting her list of farewells. Alex was in position on the roof of a tall building, her rifle mounted upwards so she could fire in the correct direction. Does she actually want to kill dragons? He opens it and smells, remembering when he first brought it home and how Kara laughed at his bewilderment. Shes my best friend, Lex. Are you going to bring me in?, No, Kara says, putting her hands down at her sides. You have to be ready for your day today, Supergirl. He grins at her, turning to the door. So she does the only thing she can to comfort Kara. Furious and disappointed, she finds quiet shelter by the Eurotas River away from the festivities of the Hyakinthia. She removes her hand from the table, her legs no longer weak and head clear. Kara finds out that they are gone and goes to the ship. She watches her a moment, then narrows her eyes. My sister is a human. Lena forces a smile, hugging her back and making note of Karas ropey muscles rolling beneath her fingers. Youre a Luthor! You want to know the worst part about it? Alex stares at her deeply, listening. If she was awake. She is one of the most lonely people I know., Kate looks down at her feet, pondering her words. His mouth opens before he speaks, expecting a different greeting, then removes the words he was about to say and replaces them. What more could she do? Her hands had never been cold. Kara had flown in at her top speed as to not be seen by the governments bounty hunters. But if Kara doesnt believe she will ever forgive herself, we need to show her she can., She smiles, turning to him. Her heels prevent her from moving very fast, but the moment she is out of the building the wail increases. Not the hero the entire world looks up to. He chuckles, kissing the top of her head. Done, Kara murmurs, swallowing a mouthful of blood. The fear he has? Kara pushes her off, looking down at her hand and feeling the heavy metal weigh her arm down. She had suspected them to complain or argue, but they let her poke and prod them willingly. She was fooled, he played her, Kara argues. When you pushed me away that first, second, third time I shouldve listened. When she has two feet on the ground he smiles, eyebrows raised. She turns to Mon-El. Kara doesnt back up, just leans away. I didnt think so. Her face was bruised, a small cut on her lip and a black eye were slowly disappearing. Alex and Ruby still keep in touch and she told me everything. FANON Oh, my God, Kara! What is it now? Five times Lena brings Kara the food she's craving plus one time Kara repays her.---"Babe?" Lena loves Kara with her entire heart, but being woken up at 2 am because her Kryptonian girlfriend is craving something isn't fun. She knew Jonn would be heartbroken by her death. Youre healed., A yellow sun revolver, Lex tells, picking up the gun from where Lena dropped it. I love you, Lena. When he was dying he had told me you were Supergirl. And as always, Sarah is the one who has to scramble to keep everything together. It always ended with him crushing it. The hero cant help her watering eyes. I know it must be difficult, allowing a Daxamite on your planet., Not at all, Alura coos. You were the only family I had. No, no, no! Alex screams, hunching beside her. Lena screams up to the DEO, ripping the keys out of the ignition. I know that, but I really think you need to finish this. She motions to the monitors on the wall. Karas face contorts into nervous disbelief. Whenever he tried to get her to open up, she shut him out and physically removed herself from their interaction, ignoring him and making up an excuse to walk away. She snags the cover from her desk and gives Kara a pat as she brushes past and out of her office. He had revealed to Lena all the secret footage of her best friend, protecting her with superpowers. The guard was ruthless and a murderer, Mon-El just followed him and obeyed orders. Two things remain. She rids their city of evil and chaos. What do you mean?, The Monitor brought him back to help. Into his eyes, his heart. Kara slowly turns her head to Mon-El, gripping his hands tighter. Its so dark in here, can we turn on a light?. He nods, giving it to her. Turning her back to the encased hero, she walks through, leaving Kara all alone. Thats what I thought. With that, she falls back into her sister, snuggling into Alexs stomach. Being spotted, identified, me waking up. Haley was just removed from her position after an agent reported her unethical running of the DEO in full detail. Kelly, Alex, and Jonn all could have died if she hadnt wrapped herself around that bomb and absorbed the blow. And you will save, and protect, and rescue, and provide anything the people of National City need. She shakes her head, squeezing her eyes shut and letting out a sorrowful moan. Alexs face contorts and Maggie notices. Imra sits up, rubbing her face. Are you ready to talk to her?, Kara takes a deep breath in, pulling her arms away from Alexs waist and sitting up. The Luthor drops the gun to the side, letting it clatter to the ground. But the job wasnt done yet. She nods and walks away to find Alex. I formed a friendship with one of my guards. And hes hurting. And what choice do I have when I have direct orders from POTUS to do this?. Well, I know he certainly missed you. It was the question that no one had wanted to ask. He squeezes her shoulder. Not the way that Kara does. And I dont know what I can do., He sighs. Alex has to take a moment to register what has happened. Im on a true date with a true gentleman. Im about to go on.. Oh no, Alex whispers, resting her spoon against her lips. Her wrinkles have multiplied, skin has paled, shes gotten even skinnier somehow and this new Cat, it worries her. So, how are you? Wait, Kara calls. Mon-El finds himself in the 30th century. We got your signal that you needed help with a threat. Where did our supposed signal come from? Alex asks Winn, loud enough to interrupt their private interaction. How do you know all this?, He steps in front of her, face inches from hers. The next time she opens them, she is in the infirmary. Kara leans over, squeezing her arm. I am too, Alex says, putting her hands on her shoulder and laying her back. Alex hesitates. Come on, Kara. Happy reading! At first I thought of just creating AIs to implant in peoples brains, but as you can see, shes less human than artificial intellect.. It was Lexs favorite experiment to play on me. She sighs, crossing her arms. Across the building, the front doors open wide, a parade of security entering. Kara, please, Alex begs. Please know that if I could stay, I would. But at a cost. She tucks her head into Karas neck and slowly closes her eyes to fall asleep in her arms. Now, there was an entire galaxy between them. Alex flinches. Kate looks up at her, tears in her eyes. Greatest death bed wish a man could ask for. He smiles, and Kara puts her hip against his. I want to catch up. 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